Thank you.

First off, I want to thank everyone for their love, their support, their kind words, messages and help. It’s just amazing to realize how many people also struggle and how helpful just that thought alone can be. I am not alone!!

I want to also say that I am not suicidal. That’s the one thing I am sure of. I have been abundantly blessed with an amazing family, loving friends, a beautiful home and two crazy pets. I know that without a doubt and I want to enjoy each and every moment of all of that. That’s something that tends to upset me … the fact that there is something inside of me that is not letting me enjoy every day that I’m blessed with. That has got to stop!!!

I’ve been given a book recommendation, the names of a doctor or two, ways out of the darkness that have worked for others such as exercise, activities, prayer.

There are a few things that I know, without seeking any kind of help, that I need to change or get rid of. It’s … overwhelming … but it’s also good to know that I don’t have to reside in this dark state forever. And that I have an amazing support group.

Thank you all for coming along with me! Here’s to climbing out if this pit!!!